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So I beat NaNoWriMo AND edited a poetry magazine, all in one month! It's my first editing job, even if it was unpaid. Check it out!
www.bohemianpupil.com/wordpres…
...And now back to being a ghost. May the llamas be with you.
www.bohemianpupil.com/wordpres…
...And now back to being a ghost. May the llamas be with you.
the state of things
I haven't been active on here in a long time. I don't know if that'll ever change. I don't know if I have anything left to offer.
My depression/apathy/laziness/general suck has me in a place where I'm terrified of everything. I can't social. I barely function. It's nothing personal if I don't respond to comments. Llamas are the best I can offer. Watch, comment, et cetera at your own risk. You may be/probably are wasting your time.
Good travels, good health, good life.
Sherwood
DeviantArtist Questionnaire
1. How long have you been on DeviantArt?
Over 11 years.
2. What does your username mean?
“Faraleigh” is the online persona of a character in a story I was writing back in high school. She was a projection of myself at that time in my life, an individual trapped in an unhealthy relationship whose only escape was through online gaming. I’ve changed a lot since then and really, really want to change my username. I am no longer that person.
3. Describe yourself in three words.
Asocial, depressed, boring.
4. Are you left or right handed?
Right, though I have unusually decent control of my left hand and off-and-on try t
Endings and beginnings
I have decided to set aside my book so that I can work with my muse on cooperative writing ventures. While there's a distinct possibility I won't ever get back to it, I accept this. I suppose this is what a relationship breakup feels like... Songs and ideas are no longer comfortable due to their association, a general feeling of being lost and empty consumes me, and I desperately want to find something new to fill this void in my heart.
I have also proposed to my dad that we do a photo scavenger hunt, seeing as both of us are rather handy with cameras but don't use them much (or at all in my case). After explaining it to him, he's accepted!
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As I stand on the precipice of my third decade, I feel the crushing weight of wasted time behind me and consider the road ahead.
I've been thinking this past week that I'll never really pay off my student debt. I'm already on a plan where I pay the least amount possible for twenty-five years and then the remainder is forgiven. Why not go for my Master's? What's a little more debt that I'll never pay off?
I voiced my thoughts to my muse this morning while steeping tea and he said I should put my book on hold and work with him. There are some lucrative ideas that our common effort would make great. I worry, though, that if I set aside my book
© 2013 - 2024 Faraleigh
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